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March 10/2003
It is 1am and I just got back from the Avril Lavigne concert. It was GREAT! But I have a major headache, because GOB who was one of her openning acts had a problem with the sound system. The first group to open up for Avril was Swollen Member. They were good! But I couldn't wait until Avril came out and when she did, it was a blast! From my seat I could see EVERYTHING!!! I also spent a lot of money, but I don't really care. I hope I can go to another one of her shows the next time she is in Toronto.
May 1/2003:
Not to much has been going on. I found a dog, but put up tons of signs and the next day she got claimes. The owner gave me $50. I was going to get a hampster, but I bought hair dye and got my nails done instead. So now I have nice dark red hair and nice nails, even though they are fake. I'll have to go in again in about 2 weeks to get my nails filled, so they don't look all nasty. Right now I am in the basement, with my mom on the computer and Doug and Mike (Best friend) are watching Armegedan(SP???) I think it's a boring movie, and I'm REALLY bored! I'm still counting the days until I leave for Newfoundland, even though I have a REALLY, REALLY, REALLY BAD FEELING ABOUT IT! I have this feeling of dread, like we're going to be in a plane crash or something. I don't like feeling this way, and I hope the feeling is wrong and goes away by the time we have to leave. I haven't heard from Adam(Ex boyfriend) in a loooooong time, and that's it.
June 29/03: Well my ex boyfriend Adam, wants to get back together. I don't know if I'm going to or not, casue I've been through all of this before with him. I get back together then a couple months later he calls it off, then a couple months later after that he wants tog et back together. I think he need to act his age for once. He's 19, going to be 20 on Sept.10th. Really it's about time he gets serious about datting me, or just be satisfied with being friends. I think he wants to get back together just to have sex. Which is disgusting. Not sex, just that he would just get back together with me for that reason alone.
He says he misses me, well I really don't know if that is true. And I hate when he does this. We break-up we'll still talk for a while after that, then he stops calling me, and I think he's moved on and I start to move on, and not think about him, then out of the blue BAM! he calls, and then I can;t stop thinking about him. I really hate it!
My mom says he's just playing head games with me, and I'm starting to think that she is right. I mean I never thought so before, becasue I was sooo in love with him. I mean he really is a great guy, but you know when he did call for 4 months I sure had a lot of time to think about things.
I don;t know. We could get back together, just have a good time, nothing to serious, so that way if it does end, nobody gets hurt. Who knows. I'm really confused.
Oh yeah. I have 15 more days until I leave for Newfoundland and my cousin Dustin is going to be in Summer school and I still have a bad feeling about going, but my ticket is paid for, and the planning is done, so i can't back out now.
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